What i am doing here...

long time....havent had time to put down what i have been going through....been checking out some of the blogs...interesting people out there...

i must say, people are putting there lives, thoughts out on the public space...looking for something...dont know if they are getting what they are looking for but yes its almost like keeping a diary and making it public for people to read...offcourse no ones knows who u really are...


i could see one big advantage of doing all this...u put down ur life and read it urself, it should definitely give u a different perspective of ur own life...should open u up for new ways and thoughts...

but is this really true? are all the bloggers really getting a better perspective on their lifes or is it just for fun?

i may sound like i question everything, but then there ought be a meaning...a sense of belonging and a sense of knowing what one wants and what one wants to do...a blog to me is just a path that may lead u there....i think i need to talk to some serious bloggers to know better...

there is something what i remind myself everyday...let me close today day with that thought...i read it in '1984' by George Orwell.

'Sanity is not Statistical'

think over it....

day 2: what seems like eternity...

life is full of choices...
what u get is what u choose...
thats important to understand.

u get this when u think...
ask questions even when u feel...
but then people say why not have fun...
fun is temporary i say, it comes and goes..
gives you moments but not happiness..
happiness is permanent...
then one may say seek happiness not fun...

happiness is something no one can seek...
fun is something no one can control, it just happens.
one ought to get a meaning, a way and a passion..
its these that will give happiness a long last one too..

life will go one..its meant to be like that...
but i say dont do what one is suppose to do..
do what one wants to do, make that choice everyday...
to come to this one needs to think..
without thought, there cant be choice
and without choice there cant be life...

its all in the mind thats what i believe...
if you think you can then you surely can...
so bring out your dreams and think...
its never to late to start so do it then...

well this is my first one....

dont know where to start...
its feels like i should dream...
dream about the way i should be...
or dream about the way my world would be.

one has to be a realist thats true..
after all its a world full of pessimist..
realists are hard to find...

people live life as they are supposed to..
wat if i ask why do you live then...
i am not sure how many ask this as a question..
there is one who does it every day...
and there is one whom does even know what to ask...
but who is better...

i tell myself that you think...you dream...you ask urself why..wat for..
but these are the questions there is no straight forward answer...
then why do i ask...
again a why?

yet i think...hopefully one day i will be enlightened...
solace is a myth one may never attain...
but i keep striving dream and be a realist i tell myself...
anyways...to much sometimes makes me wonder...
after all life is like this only...
can one really control it then...